SOMEDAY WE'LL KNOW

90 miles outside Chicago
Cant stop driving
I don't know why
So many questions
I need an answer
Two years later
You're still on my mind
Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart
Who holds the stars up in the sky
Is true love once in a lifetime
Did the captain of the Titanic cry
Chorus:
Someday well know
If love can move a mountain
Someday well know
Why the sky is blue
Someday well know
Why I wasn't meant for you
Does anybody know the way to Atlantis
Or what the wind says when she cries
I'm speeding by the place where I met you
For the 97th time tonight
(chorus)
Someday well know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day Ill go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watched the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me?
(chorus)
Someday well know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day Ill go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you

i named him spiderman. because during that "getting-to-know-each-other" moments, he promised me that we'll going to watch the movie together. but 3 sequels of spiderman movies had already passed and we haven't watched any of those together.

i can say that we had a great friendship. and it wasn't easy for me to forget him just like that. because he didn't only become an important person in my life (before) but he also left a little scar in my heart. they say, time heals all wounds. but i say, scars remains. and i guess, that scar is still in my heart until now.

i know, a lot of things happened since we lost communications with each other. he had his first baby girl, then he got married to his long time girlfriend. after some years, i too got married and had my first baby girl. and the last time i checked his friendster account, he had his second baby girl.

life must go on. a very simple message from him during those times i want to give up. he may not know until now how i felt for him before. or maybe he knew it already. i really don't know.

he was a part of my life. a part of my past that i don't want to simply forget. because that was the time when i got to really understand the concept of falling in love.

and so this song, someday we'll know, really reminds me of him. because the truth is, he wasn't been my boyfriend and i wasn't been his girlfriend. but he broke my heart.

"someday we'll know why i wasn't meant for you" and now i know, because i was meant for somebody else who loves me the way i did to you.