Seq. No.         N a m e

 

                  1        ABALOS, JOEMAR  ESCOSIO

                  2        ACUT, JEROSE  GUIRITAN

                  3        AJIK, JARO  OMAR

                  4        ALCONTIN, VIC IAN  TUMANDA

                  5        ANDRINO, KAREN GRACE  SERAFINO

                  6        ARGUEZA, REGINOR LYZZA BUSTAMANTE

                  7        ARIZAPA, IVY  SISTINA

                  8        ASIS, EMMANUEL  HERNANDEZ

                  9        BALBIN, APPLE JOY  MACUGAY

                 10        BALISCO, RODULF ANTHONY  TAMAYO

                 11        BEJEMINO, CHURCHILL  IMPERIAL

                 12        BOTABARA, EMMANUEL  BOLA

                 13        BUSICO, JANET  TINGCANG

                 14        CALAWAG, FLORD NICSON  JEREOS

                 15        CANDILOSAS, KAREN  DIANA

                 16        CEDO, KIMA KARLA  HABALA

                 17        CLAVANO, CHELMARIE JOY  SANCHEZ

                 18        CORDERO, RICHARD  ENANO

                 19        CORDERO, SALVACION  BUENAFE

                 20        DE GUZMAN, RICARDO  AQUINO

                 21        DIMAPORO, AL-NIZAR  GURO

                 22        DIWA, MOGIB  ENGCANG

                 23        ELAYDO, GREO  MAYORGA

                 24        ESCUDERO, RICHARD  OLIVAREZ

                 25        ESTABILLO, LARRY  RAMOS

                 26        GADONG, MARNELIE  ARCOLAS

                 27        GALENO, CATHERINE  DEMECILLO

                 28        GARCIA, MELANIE  CONDE

                 29        GO, CZARINA  MALONG

                 30        GONZAGA, ALEJANDRO JR  MENDEZ

                 31        GONZAGA, FLORIEFE  MENDEZ

                 32        HISTORILLO, NOEL  NOBLEZA

                 33        IMLANI, AINULYAKIN  HASAN

                 34        JUMAH, YASHIER  UPLING

                 35        MACAMAY, GRETA  JALOG

                 36        MAMPUSTI, AIREEN  NATAL

                 37        MAYOR, AERON  DONATO

                 38        MEDIAVILLA, JONAS  PALAPAS

                 39        MENDOZA, JAMAICA  BALAY

                 40        MONGHIT, MA-ANN  ABARICO

                 41        NIAN, CHERRY  TANGARO

                 42        OGNASI, LORENCE  BUMAKIL

                 43        PAMPOLA, HERSHEY  LAZO

                 44        PARACUELES, CHARRY NELEENE  LAGARE

                 45        PARUGRUG, JOEL  ECHENIQUE

                 46        PEDROSA, IVANE  RIPAL

                 47        PETINES, JENNIFER  PASTIDIO

                 48        PILAPIL, ANNA ROSE  BORDORA

                 49        PORE, RENE LINO  LLOSA

                 50        QUIMADO, OLIVER  RAMOS

                 51        RAGUTERO, FELYMAR  COLOMA

                 52        REGALADO, JOSHUA  MILITAR

                 53        REVILLOZA, RODERICK  NOOL

                 54        REYES, DONAME  ASUNCION

                 55        SALIBUNGCOGON, ROBERTO JR  JAMERO

                 56        SALONG, AGA KHAN  MAGAD

                 57        SAN ANDRES, NERRIZA  MALAPOTE

                 58        SAYCO, ROBERTO MIGUEL  VALDERAMA

                 59        SURIAGA, ELMER  NACIONAL

                 60        TADEO, ANDIE JOHN  DELACRUZ

                 61        TAN, RAFFY ADELTONE  NONAILLADA

                 62        VELASCO, DULCE FE  BUNA

                 63        VITERBO, RON HARRY  PECSON

                 64        YAMID, SHELLAMAE  DERON

                 65        YUMO, ELSIE  ALLOCOD

SOMEDAY WE'LL KNOW

90 miles outside Chicago
Cant stop driving
I don't know why
So many questions
I need an answer
Two years later
You're still on my mind
Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart
Who holds the stars up in the sky
Is true love once in a lifetime
Did the captain of the Titanic cry
Chorus:
Someday well know
If love can move a mountain
Someday well know
Why the sky is blue
Someday well know
Why I wasn't meant for you
Does anybody know the way to Atlantis
Or what the wind says when she cries
I'm speeding by the place where I met you
For the 97th time tonight
(chorus)
Someday well know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day Ill go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watched the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me?
(chorus)
Someday well know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day Ill go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you

i named him spiderman. because during that "getting-to-know-each-other" moments, he promised me that we'll going to watch the movie together. but 3 sequels of spiderman movies had already passed and we haven't watched any of those together.

i can say that we had a great friendship. and it wasn't easy for me to forget him just like that. because he didn't only become an important person in my life (before) but he also left a little scar in my heart. they say, time heals all wounds. but i say, scars remains. and i guess, that scar is still in my heart until now.

i know, a lot of things happened since we lost communications with each other. he had his first baby girl, then he got married to his long time girlfriend. after some years, i too got married and had my first baby girl. and the last time i checked his friendster account, he had his second baby girl.

life must go on. a very simple message from him during those times i want to give up. he may not know until now how i felt for him before. or maybe he knew it already. i really don't know.

he was a part of my life. a part of my past that i don't want to simply forget. because that was the time when i got to really understand the concept of falling in love.

and so this song, someday we'll know, really reminds me of him. because the truth is, he wasn't been my boyfriend and i wasn't been his girlfriend. but he broke my heart.

"someday we'll know why i wasn't meant for you" and now i know, because i was meant for somebody else who loves me the way i did to you.

"Happiness is something that we can only pursue. And maybe we can actually never have it. No matter what.."

- Will Smith, "The Pursuit of Happyness"

sabi nila, happiness is a choice. being happy is a choice. siguro part na rin yun of having contentment in your life. pero minsan, mahirap maging masaya. oo, nahihirapan ako maging masaya lalo na pag marami akong iniisip na mga bagay-bagay tulad ng problema.

pero sabi ng isang kakilala ko, hindi daw dapat iniisip ang problema. kasi pag inisip mo daw yun, ikaw din mismo ang talo. sarili mo din mismo ang pinahihirapan mo. kasi ang problema, nandyan lang lagi yan sa tabi natin. hayaan na lang daw natin na yung problema mismo ang prumoblema sa'tin. tsaka, hindi naman daw yan ibibigay ni Lord kung hindi natin kaya. kumbaga, tine-test lang ni Lord yung faith natin, yung strength, and siguro tayo na rin mismo bilang tao.

pero mahirap maging masaya lalo na pag nag-iisa ka. mahirap maging positibo kapag pakiramdam mo puro negatibo ang paligid mo. mahirap maging masaya kung wala naman dahilan para magsaya. mahirap ang mag-isa.

noon, akala ko malakas ako. akala ko kaya kong mag-isa ang buhay ko. akala ko kontento na ako na mag-isa lang ako. hindi naman actually loner, pero yung tipong kaya kong mabuhay ng mag-isa. sabi nila, No man is an island. oo, naniniwala ako dun. marami naman akong mga kaibigan. kaso lang hindi naman sa lahat ng oras kasama ko sila. hindi sa lahat ng oras nasa tabi ko sila. siguro isa nang dahilan na nasanay na akong mag-isa kasi highschool pa lang medyo napalayo na ko sa pamilya ko. tas dumagdag pa nung mag-college. super na-experienced ko talaga yung maging independent. yung hindi umaasa sa iba.

pero nag-iba yun nung makilala ko at dumating sa buhay ko yung napakamahalagang taong minahal (at patuloy na minamahal) ko. nag-iba yung buhay ko kasi nakakita ako ng kakampi. nang masasandalan. nang mahihingan ng tulong sa mga problema ko. nakakita ako ng taong mamahalin ko ng walang pag-aalinlangan. naramdaman ko uli yung worth ko bilang tao. yung pakiramdam na hindi ako nag-iisa. na may karamay ako. naranasan ko muling umibig at magtiwala. na hindi importante ang nakaraan at kung ano ang meron sa hinaharap. mas mahalaga ang kasalukuyan. naramdaman ko kung pano ang mahalin. naramdaman kong maging masaya. kasiyahang hindi ko pa naranasan at naramdaman sa buong buhay ko. at natutunan kong umasa. yung tipong nakadepende na ko sa kanya. na hindi ko na kayang mabuhay ng mag-isa. kasi nariyan sya at alam kong hindi nya ako pababayaan. nasanay akong lagi syang nandyan sa tabi ko. nasanay akong lagi sya sa piling ko.

pero pakiramdam ko ngayon, mag-isa lang ako. parang napakalayo nya para damayan ako. parang hindi ko na maramdaman na nariyan sya sa tabi ko. hindi na kaya niya ako mahal? hindi nya siguro alam kung gaano ako kasaya pag magkasama kami. halos gusto kong ibalik at ihinto ang oras para hindi matapos ang araw at patuloy pa rin kaming magkasama. pero parang hindi nya kasi nararamdaman yun. parang balewala lang ako.

mahirap maging masaya kapag yung tanging dahilan na nagpapasaya sa'yo ay kusang naglalaho. mahirap ang mag-isa.

para sa pinakamamahal ko:

i always thought that my life became so happy, funny, beautiful, and much meaningful the moment you came and took my heart along. i thought our sacrifices, understandings, patience, and love for each other are enough that we could survive this so-called relationship. and eventually live happily ever after. but as what everybody's saying, there's no such thing as happily ever after. no such thing as a fairytale love story. because we are only humans. we are capable of wrong doings, of making mistakes, and of being imperfect.

i am sorry for all the pains and heartaches i caused you. sorry for my imperfections. life without you is meaningless. i love you with all my life. i still want to be back in your arms again. i love so much my Langga!

 

i had a great great weekend! went to cebu for a field trip para sa fish 116 (hatchery management) and fish 115 (fish nutrition), so kamusta naman?? masaya kahit nakakapagod, enjoy! at busog! tumaas ata ang protein content ng katawan ko. hehehe.. sarap ng mga isda! bangus tsaka grouper! yummm!! too bad nga lang, wala ni isa samin ng mga kasama ko ang nakapagdala ng camera. huh! talk about being poor! hehehe..

so pagkadating na pagkadating ng cebu, derecho agad kami ng Carcar. punta kami sa Oversea Feeds Corp fish ponds. ang lawak-lawak ng fish pond nila dun. tas punta din kami sa floating cages ng Oversea. sakay kami ng pump boat papunta dun mga floating cages. halos bangus and grouper pa rin yung kinu-culture nila dun. dami nga eh. ang yaman talaga ni Mr. Co!

after sa fish pond, derecho naman kami ng feed mill located in San Fernando, Cebu. Oversea pa rin and pag aari pa rin ni Mr. Co. tas ang laki ng feed mill nila. i found out na yung B-Meg pala ng San Miguel eh and Oversea ang gumagawa ng mga fish feeds nila. sa B-Meg lang ang raw materials tska sila na rin ang nagbibigay ng feed formulation ng feeds nila, tas Oversea lang ang nagpo-process tska nagawa ng feeds. kasi yung feeds ng Oversea, limited lang sa fish at prawn. unlike sa B-Meg and Tateh, meron din sila para sa swine and poultry.

after sa feed mill, punta na kami sa hatchery which is located naman sa Minglanilla, Cebu. so doon na ang stop namin and dun din kami natulog. medyo marami yung works sa hatchery. although mostly na ginawa naman namin eh nag observed lang. kasi enough naman yung mga workers nila dun. tsaka sa sobrang bilis nila gumawa, eh baka abutin kami ng bukas kung tutulong pa kami. basically, nag feed lang naman kami ng mga sabalo (spawners na bangus) tsaka ng groupers. tas nag observe ng mga routinary works nila. eh may mga orders din sila ng penaeus tska ng bangus fry. kaya todo observe naman kami. tas dun sa last na order ng peneaus, pina try na nila kami kung pano yung packing nila. bale estimate lang nila kung ilang fry yun. pero binibilang kada isa tas estimate lang nila yung nilalagay sa malaking palanggana.

after sa hatchery, nagliwaliw na kami sa cebu city! we went to mactan airport, then sa lapu-lapu shrine, tas sa magellan's cross (atlast nakapunta din ako!) and sa taoist temple! yun yung mga lugar na halos iyakan ko sa mama ko na mapuntahan namin sa cebu! hahaha!!

medyo bitin muna kwento ko ha? gotta go na eh.

i got this on my email sent by my friend. This is one of the best explanations of why God allows pain and suffering that I have seen:

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation. They talked about so many things and various subjects. When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said:

"I don't believe that God exists."

"Why do you say that?" asked the customer.

"Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I can't imagine a loving God who would allow all of these things."

The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument. The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop.

Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard. He looked dirty and unkempt.

The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber:

i am in front of a computer right now searching about the background questions for our F150 class (Aquatic Resources Management). di ko pa natatapos ung search ko, that's why i decided to update my blog since 2 times pa lang ako nakapag update since nagpalit ako ng address.

anyway, last week ko pa gustong-gusto mag internet para nga mag update ng blog ko. but then, i am (still) on a financial crisis. i just decided to search the net kasi nga kelangan sa class. medyo tamad ako mag search sa library eh.

so, talking about me, wala namang something new eh. i always thinking na there's nothing really exciting about my life. i just want to blog. next time ko na lng ilalagay yung about myself. di ko pa kasi tapos isulat eh. hehehe..

oh, before i forgot, hal and i just celebrated our 11 months together. and we're looking forward for our 1 year next month. wow! parang ambilis ng panahon. honestly, sya na yung pinakamatagal sa mga naging past relationships ko. and i am really blessed having him in my life. next time na rin ako magku-kwento about sa min.

gotta go!

happy new year folks!

wow naman! as in new year na maya-maya lang. and since new year nga so new blog address na to. at bagong blog although medyo ganun pa rin naman. hehehe. (do i make sense here??)

anyway, ano ba meron? wala naman. right now nasa laguna po ako. dito sa house ng uncle/ninong ko. i don't know the exact reason kung bat dito kami magse-celebrate ng new year. but then, ok naman kasi nga free internet use! hahaha!

so kamusta naman ang bakasyon? ahmm.. im not enjoying every single moment of it. baket kanyo?? aba! eh ikaw ba naman ang laging nakikita sa bahay nyo, mag-eenjoy kaba? sayo lagi ang utos! tsaka ngayong year lang ako nakapag bakasyon sa manila kasi nga nung summer eh nasa samar ako. tas nung sembreak, nasa negros ako. tas ngayon nga lang ako nakapagbakasyon, pero parang hindi ako enjoy. ewan ko ba. siguro dahil a part of me misses someone! hahaha!

kamusta naman ang 2006 sakin? masaya na malungkot na ewan. masaya kasi nga ahm.. let just say na naging super saya nga ang umpisa ng taon ko. naging makulay nga at puno ng buhay. if di nyo masyado ma-gets, well lets put it this way, i finally received the greatest gift God had ever given me. tas summer was a whole lots of fun! i went to eastern samar for my practicum together with my seven schoolmates. it was all new experience. first time ko kasing pumunta ng cebu eh. tas syempre first time din sa samar! i've been to guiuan eastern samar ang catbalogan western part naman ng samar yun. basta ang saya-saya. im still hoping i can get back there someday to claim my pearl in the pearl island. hahaha! i really missed those times na nagsno-snorkel kame and seeing the beauty and those great masterpieces underwater was really fun! snorkel na nga lang ang sarap na ng feeling what more pa kaya ang diving? i wish to be able to do it again before i die. hahaha! malungkot naman siguro in a way na malapit na nga matapos yung taon. tas andami-dami na naming away namin ni hal. ewan, siguro nga because malayo kami with each other right now. but i know we'll settle this pag nagkita na ulit kami.

anyway, im hoping na ngayong darating na 2007 eh maging mas fruitful pa samin ni hal and most especially sa studies namin.

HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!