celeste joyce
*candy*
06 march
manila, phils. (current location)
bs aquaculture
 
 
*independent*friendly*chatty*
moody*sentimental*emotional
*practical*responsible*
procrastinator*happy
*flexible*pessimistic*loyal*
jaunty*crammer*critical
*humorous*
 
 
proud christian.God-fearing
.frustrated writer.food tripper.
internet addict.movie crazed
.frustrated artist.music lover.
nature tripper.fish lover
.engineer wannabe.
soon-to-be an aquaculturist.
 
 
E-mail add: candy_jae@yahoo.com
YM: candy_jae
     
 
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You Are a Visionary
You tend to be a the rock in relationships - people depend on you.
Thoughtful and caring, you often put others needs first.
You aren't content to help those you know... you want to give to the world.
An idealist, you strive for positive change and dream about how much better things could be.

Your strength: Your intuition

Your weakness: You put yourself last

Your power color: Rose

Your power symbol: Cloud

Your power month: June
   
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“"Most of the shadows of this life are caused by our standing in our own sunshine."

 
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Monday, August 24, 2009
what "Celeste Joyce" means...

You Are Original and Innovative
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

Posted at 10:32 pm by celestejoyce
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Tuesday, August 18, 2009
40 things in life

Health:

1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Make time to practice prayer, meditation and yoga..
6. Play more games.
7. Read more books than you did in 2008.
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
9. Sleep for 7 hours.
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.

 
Personality


11. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
16. Dream more while you are awake.
17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like

algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
23. Smile and laugh more.
24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

 
Society


25. Call your family often.
26. Each day give something good to others.
27. Forgive everyone for everything.
28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
29. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
30. What other people think of you is none of your business.
31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

 
Life


32. Do the right thing!
33. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
34. GOD heals everything.
35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
37. The best is yet to come.
38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.
39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

40. Remember that you are too blessed to be stressed!

 

Posted at 10:40 am by celestejoyce
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Saturday, June 06, 2009
Did you know that...

If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have
produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.
(Hardly seems worth it.)


If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is
produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb
(If I only knew it six years ago, I could have created one  )


The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out of the body to squirt blood 30 feet.
(OMG!)


A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.
(Really?)


A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.)


Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour.
(Do not try this at home...... maybe at work.)


The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off !
("Whew, lucky there are no humans with that kind of sex practice
)


The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football field.
(30 minutes? can you imagine??)


The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds.
(What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond?)


Some lions mate over 50 times a day.
(Quality plus quantity!)


Butterflies taste with their feet.
(Something I always wanted to know.)


The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.
(Hmmmmmm........any objection? )


Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed people.
(If you're ambidextrous, do you split the difference?)


Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump.
(Lucky for us humans!)


A cat's urine glows under a black light.
(I wonder who was paid to figure that out?)


An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.
(I know some people like that.)


Starfish have no brains.
(Again, I know some people like that!)


Polar bears are left-handed.
(If they switch, they'll live a lot longer.)


Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure.
(What about that pig and the tiger??)

 

Posted at 03:14 pm by celestejoyce
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Wednesday, May 20, 2009
the theme song of my life!

"Unwritten"

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, oh, oh

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, yeah, yeah




I am the I-Live-Life-To-The-Fullest-And-I-Am-HAPPY type! I live life to the max, and I live each day like it's my last. I forget the rules and just go for it, and want to experience it all before it all disappears... My life is a book... and I am writing it! Love it, make it, work it, and shape it... I make it what I want! Hoping not to forget a happy ending though!

Posted at 05:12 pm by celestejoyce
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Friday, May 15, 2009
random things

Have you ever told anyone you were OK when you really weren't?
- most of the time
 
Do you think anyone in general out there loves you?
- of course! i know someone who does!
 
What do you currently hear right now?
- keyboard clicks
 
Who did you hug last?
- ahmm.. dunno. si jamjam ata.
 
Last person who told you things were going to be okay?
- krystel
 
Does the number 19 have any significance to you?
- not at all
 
Be honest, do you like people in general?
- it depends
 
Who was the last person that left you a comment?
friendster? 'twas Luvic
 
Its 4 in the morning, your phone rings who do you expect it to be?
- a close friend in need
 
What do you think your best friends doing right now?
- probably having a nap
 
How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
- already have one.
 
Does your boyfriend/girlfriend know how you feel?
- huh?! can you re-phrase it?
 
What are you wearing right now?
- black top and jeans
 
What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?
- a long sleep!
 
Do you think you like anyone?
- oh yeah!
 
Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?
- been through it
 
What is one thing you miss about your past?
- the single life. literally.
 
Are you jealous of anyone right now?
- nope!
 
Last time you ate grilled cheese?
- that was in 2003
 
Do you like your first name?
- not really
 
Baseball or football?
- tennis? hahaha!
 
Would you ever forgive someone if they cheated on you?
- yeah.
 
Is there anyone you hate? Who?
- nope. not at all
 
What are you looking forward to in the next month?
- certification? hahaha!
 
When is the last time you talked to BESTfriend?
- personally? about two months ago
 
What color is your hair?
- black
 
Most embarrassing memory?
- duh! asa pa!
 
Are you single or taken?
- married
 
Do you regret doing something today?
- nope. i had a great day!
 
When you think of the rainbow, what pops in your head?
- colors!
 
Have you lost contact with someone you miss?
- yup!
 
Do you think you're old?
- nope! and i don't even look like one. hahaha!
 
Are you afraid of the dark?
- sometimes
 
Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
- nope
 
Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?
- sometimes
 
Can you see yourself ever being with someone you've been with before?
- ano daw??
 
Do you talk a lot?
- yeah. but not too much
 
Can you play pool?
- yeah, i can!
 
When was the last time you cried really hard?
- why should i tell you?
 

Posted at 06:27 pm by celestejoyce
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Saturday, May 09, 2009
the wedding vow

The day I met you was the day I met my TRUE LOVE. You're everything I ever wanted. And at this moment, I know all of my prayers have been answered and that all of my dreams have come true.

You've shown me what love feels like and for that, I thank you. I could never imagine the day without you. Because with you, I can always be with myself without the fear of being rejected.

So, as I have given you my hand to hold, I give you my life to keep. I will strive to be the best of myself while accepting you the way you are. Because when all else is taken away from me, I will find comfort in the thought that I have you to love. And I LOVE YOU! I love you not just because of who you are and what you are, but I love because you are you. There's nothing I want more than to grow old with you and spend the rest of my life with you beside me.

I love you with all my heart because today, there's no longer you and I, but US.



This wedding vow is not my wedding vow. It was just a speech during my training class.

Posted at 04:20 pm by celestejoyce
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Thursday, October 30, 2008
2008 FISHERIES TECHNOLOGIST LICENSURE EXAMINATION RESULTS

Congratulations to those UPV pips who made it!
 
 
The top performing school in the October 2008 Fisheries Technologist Licensure Examination are:
RANK
SCHOOL
TOTAL NO. OF EXAM.
TOTAL NO. PASSED
PERCENTAGE PASSED
1
UNIVERSITY OF THE PHILIPPINES- VISAYAS-ILOILO CITY
11
10
91.00%






The successful examinees who garnered the ten (10) highest ratings are the following:
RANK
NAME
SCHOOL
RATING(%)
1
YASHIER UPLING JUMAH MINDANAO STATE UNIVERSITY-TAWI- TAWI
85.25
2
CHURCHILL IMPERIAL BEJEMINO UNIVERSITY OF THE PHILIPPINES- VISAYAS-ILOILO CITY
85.00
3
RODULF ANTHONY TAMAYO BALISCO MINDANAO STATE UNIVERSITY-MARAWI CITY
84.50
.
CHELMARIE JOY SANCHEZ CLAVANO MINDANAO STATE UNIVERSITY-MARAWI CITY
84.50
.
GRETA JALOG MACAMAY MINDANAO STATE UNIVERSITY-MARAWI CITY
84.50
4
JANET TINGCANG BUSICO MINDANAO STATE UNIVERSITY-MARAWI CITY
83.50
5
MA-ANN ABARICO MONGHIT MINDANAO STATE UNIVERSITY-MARAWI CITY
82.00
.
LORENCE BUMAKIL OGNASI DON MARIANO MARCOS MEMORIAL STATE UNIVERSITY-STO. TOMAS
82.00
6
RODERICK NOOL REVILLOZA ISABELA STATE UNIVERSITY-ROXAS
81.75
7
JOSHUA MILITAR REGALADO UNIVERSITY OF THE PHILIPPINES- VISAYAS-ILOILO CITY
81.50
8
FLORD NICSON JEREOS CALAWAG UNIVERSITY OF THE PHILIPPINES- VISAYAS-ILOILO CITY
81.25
.
JONAS PALAPAS MEDIAVILLA UNIVERSITY OF THE PHILIPPINES- VISAYAS-ILOILO CITY
81.25
9
CHERRY TANGARO NIAN MINDANAO STATE UNIVERSITY-TAWI- TAWI
81.00
.
IVANE RIPAL PEDROSA MINDANAO STATE UNIVERSITY-MARAWI CITY
81.00
10
RICHARD ENANO CORDERO UNIVERSITY OF THE PHILIPPINES- VISAYAS-ILOILO CITY
80.75
.
CHARRY NELEENE LAGARE PARACUELES MINDANAO STATE UNIVERSITY-MARAWI CITY
80.75
.
RON HARRY PECSON VITERBO CENTRAL LUZON STATE UNIVERSITY
80.75
NOTHING FOLLOWS----- --------- --------

Roll of Successful Examinees in the

FISHERIES TECHNOLOGIST LICENSURE EXAMINATION

Held in OCTOBER 2008                                   

Released on OCTOBER 28, 2008

              Seq. No.         N a m e

 

                  1        ABALOS, JOEMAR  ESCOSIO

                  2        ACUT, JEROSE  GUIRITAN

                  3        AJIK, JARO  OMAR

                  4        ALCONTIN, VIC IAN  TUMANDA

                  5        ANDRINO, KAREN GRACE  SERAFINO

                  6        ARGUEZA, REGINOR LYZZA BUSTAMANTE

                  7        ARIZAPA, IVY  SISTINA

                  8        ASIS, EMMANUEL  HERNANDEZ

                  9        BALBIN, APPLE JOY  MACUGAY

                 10        BALISCO, RODULF ANTHONY  TAMAYO

                 11        BEJEMINO, CHURCHILL  IMPERIAL

                 12        BOTABARA, EMMANUEL  BOLA

                 13        BUSICO, JANET  TINGCANG

                 14        CALAWAG, FLORD NICSON  JEREOS

                 15        CANDILOSAS, KAREN  DIANA

                 16        CEDO, KIMA KARLA  HABALA

                 17        CLAVANO, CHELMARIE JOY  SANCHEZ

                 18        CORDERO, RICHARD  ENANO

                 19        CORDERO, SALVACION  BUENAFE

                 20        DE GUZMAN, RICARDO  AQUINO

                 21        DIMAPORO, AL-NIZAR  GURO

                 22        DIWA, MOGIB  ENGCANG

                 23        ELAYDO, GREO  MAYORGA

                 24        ESCUDERO, RICHARD  OLIVAREZ

                 25        ESTABILLO, LARRY  RAMOS

                 26        GADONG, MARNELIE  ARCOLAS

                 27        GALENO, CATHERINE  DEMECILLO

                 28        GARCIA, MELANIE  CONDE

                 29        GO, CZARINA  MALONG

                 30        GONZAGA, ALEJANDRO JR  MENDEZ

                 31        GONZAGA, FLORIEFE  MENDEZ

                 32        HISTORILLO, NOEL  NOBLEZA

                 33        IMLANI, AINULYAKIN  HASAN

                 34        JUMAH, YASHIER  UPLING

                 35        MACAMAY, GRETA  JALOG

                 36        MAMPUSTI, AIREEN  NATAL

                 37        MAYOR, AERON  DONATO

                 38        MEDIAVILLA, JONAS  PALAPAS

                 39        MENDOZA, JAMAICA  BALAY

                 40        MONGHIT, MA-ANN  ABARICO

                 41        NIAN, CHERRY  TANGARO

                 42        OGNASI, LORENCE  BUMAKIL

                 43        PAMPOLA, HERSHEY  LAZO

                 44        PARACUELES, CHARRY NELEENE  LAGARE

                 45        PARUGRUG, JOEL  ECHENIQUE

                 46        PEDROSA, IVANE  RIPAL

                 47        PETINES, JENNIFER  PASTIDIO

                 48        PILAPIL, ANNA ROSE  BORDORA

                 49        PORE, RENE LINO  LLOSA

                 50        QUIMADO, OLIVER  RAMOS

                 51        RAGUTERO, FELYMAR  COLOMA

                 52        REGALADO, JOSHUA  MILITAR

                 53        REVILLOZA, RODERICK  NOOL

                 54        REYES, DONAME  ASUNCION

                 55        SALIBUNGCOGON, ROBERTO JR  JAMERO

                 56        SALONG, AGA KHAN  MAGAD

                 57        SAN ANDRES, NERRIZA  MALAPOTE

                 58        SAYCO, ROBERTO MIGUEL  VALDERAMA

                 59        SURIAGA, ELMER  NACIONAL

                 60        TADEO, ANDIE JOHN  DELACRUZ

                 61        TAN, RAFFY ADELTONE  NONAILLADA

                 62        VELASCO, DULCE FE  BUNA

                 63        VITERBO, RON HARRY  PECSON

                 64        YAMID, SHELLAMAE  DERON

                 65        YUMO, ELSIE  ALLOCOD

               NOTHING FOLLOWS----- --------- --------

Posted at 02:52 pm by celestejoyce
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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
spiderman, where art thou?

SOMEDAY WE'LL KNOW

90 miles outside Chicago
Cant stop driving
I don't know why
So many questions
I need an answer
Two years later
You're still on my mind
Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart
Who holds the stars up in the sky
Is true love once in a lifetime
Did the captain of the Titanic cry
Chorus:
Someday well know
If love can move a mountain
Someday well know
Why the sky is blue
Someday well know
Why I wasn't meant for you
Does anybody know the way to Atlantis
Or what the wind says when she cries
I'm speeding by the place where I met you
For the 97th time tonight
(chorus)
Someday well know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day Ill go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watched the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me?
(chorus)
Someday well know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day Ill go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you


i named him spiderman. because during that "getting-to-know-each-other" moments, he promised me that we'll going to watch the movie together. but 3 sequels of spiderman movies had already passed and we haven't watched any of those together.

i can say that we had a great friendship. and it wasn't easy for me to forget him just like that. because he didn't only become an important person in my life (before) but he also left a little scar in my heart. they say, time heals all wounds. but i say, scars remains. and i guess, that scar is still in my heart until now.

i know, a lot of things happened since we lost communications with each other. he had his first baby girl, then he got married to his long time girlfriend. after some years, i too got married and had my first baby girl. and the last time i checked his friendster account, he had his second baby girl.

life must go on. a very simple message from him during those times i want to give up. he may not know until now how i felt for him before. or maybe he knew it already. i really don't know.

he was a part of my life. a part of my past that i don't want to simply forget. because that was the time when i got to really understand the concept of falling in love.

and so this song, someday we'll know, really reminds me of him. because the truth is, he wasn't been my boyfriend and i wasn't been his girlfriend. but he broke my heart.

"someday we'll know why i wasn't meant for you" and now i know, because i was meant for somebody else who loves me the way i did to you.

Posted at 03:53 pm by celestejoyce
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Sunday, October 12, 2008
47 things

1. How tall are you barefoot?
- 5'4"
 
2. Have you ever smoked?
- tried once or twice but i didn't like it... hehehe
 
3. Do you own a gun?
-nope....
 
4. Do you hate someone right now?
- hmm.. not at all
 
5. Do you get nervous?
- most of the time, i guess!
6. What do you think of hotdogs?
- hotdogs are hotdogs!
 
7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
- Christmas in our Hearts
 
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
- coffee
 
9. Can you do push ups?
- nope
 
11.What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
- earrings?
 
12. Do you like painkillers?
- yup... don't want to feel any pain..
 
13. What is your secret weapon to lure the opposite sex?
- the killer smile? hahaha! i don't think i'm luring anyone.
 
14. Do you own a knife?
- sa bahay
 
15. Do you have H.I.V?
- nyeks!!!
 
16. Name?
-Celeste Joyce
 
17. Name 3 things u wanna do at this exact moment?
- sleep
- sleep
- sleep!
 
18. Name the last 3 things you have bought lately:
- candies, food, bottled water
 
19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
- water
- soda
- pineapple juice
 
20. What time did you wake up today?
- around 5:30 am
22. Current worry?
- lotsa!
 
23 Current hate?
- nada!
 
24. Favorite place to be?
- anywhere basta masaya
 
25.Least favorite place to be?
- any place im not comfortable in...
 
26. Where would you like to go now?
-mall?
 
27. Do you own slippers?
- of course i do!
 
28. What shirt are you wearing?
- an orange shirt given by my sis
 
30. Favorite colors?
- blue
 
31.Would you like to be a pirate?
- nope...
 
32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink?
- it's been a long time. can't remember anymore
 
33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
-wala. usually, nag iisip aklo pag naliligo.
 
34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
- wala naman.
 
35.What's in your pocket/s right now?
- coin purse
 
36. Last thing that made you laugh?
- chikahan with high school friends
 
37. last thing that made you cry?
- hmmm..
 
38. Worst injury you've ever had?
- worst? cant think od any right now
 
40. How many cellphones do you have?
- only one.
 
41. Who is your loudest friend?
- ako ata yung loudest eh. hahaha!
 
42.Who is your most silent friend?
-hmm.. di uso samin yun.
 
43. last movie watched?
- a very special love
 
44. What is your favorite book?
- Purpose Driven Life
 
45.What is your favorite chocolate?
- dark chocoloates
 
47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
- love will be our home

Posted at 12:25 pm by celestejoyce
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Wednesday, August 22, 2007
On Being Happy

"Happiness is something that we can only pursue. And maybe we can actually never have it. No matter what.."

- Will Smith, "The Pursuit of Happyness"

sabi nila, happiness is a choice. being happy is a choice. siguro part na rin yun of having contentment in your life. pero minsan, mahirap maging masaya. oo, nahihirapan ako maging masaya lalo na pag marami akong iniisip na mga bagay-bagay tulad ng problema.

pero sabi ng isang kakilala ko, hindi daw dapat iniisip ang problema. kasi pag inisip mo daw yun, ikaw din mismo ang talo. sarili mo din mismo ang pinahihirapan mo. kasi ang problema, nandyan lang lagi yan sa tabi natin. hayaan na lang daw natin na yung problema mismo ang prumoblema sa'tin. tsaka, hindi naman daw yan ibibigay ni Lord kung hindi natin kaya. kumbaga, tine-test lang ni Lord yung faith natin, yung strength, and siguro tayo na rin mismo bilang tao.

pero mahirap maging masaya lalo na pag nag-iisa ka. mahirap maging positibo kapag pakiramdam mo puro negatibo ang paligid mo. mahirap maging masaya kung wala naman dahilan para magsaya. mahirap ang mag-isa.

noon, akala ko malakas ako. akala ko kaya kong mag-isa ang buhay ko. akala ko kontento na ako na mag-isa lang ako. hindi naman actually loner, pero yung tipong kaya kong mabuhay ng mag-isa. sabi nila, No man is an island. oo, naniniwala ako dun. marami naman akong mga kaibigan. kaso lang hindi naman sa lahat ng oras kasama ko sila. hindi sa lahat ng oras nasa tabi ko sila. siguro isa nang dahilan na nasanay na akong mag-isa kasi highschool pa lang medyo napalayo na ko sa pamilya ko. tas dumagdag pa nung mag-college. super na-experienced ko talaga yung maging independent. yung hindi umaasa sa iba.

pero nag-iba yun nung makilala ko at dumating sa buhay ko yung napakamahalagang taong minahal (at patuloy na minamahal) ko. nag-iba yung buhay ko kasi nakakita ako ng kakampi. nang masasandalan. nang mahihingan ng tulong sa mga problema ko. nakakita ako ng taong mamahalin ko ng walang pag-aalinlangan. naramdaman ko uli yung worth ko bilang tao. yung pakiramdam na hindi ako nag-iisa. na may karamay ako. naranasan ko muling umibig at magtiwala. na hindi importante ang nakaraan at kung ano ang meron sa hinaharap. mas mahalaga ang kasalukuyan. naramdaman ko kung pano ang mahalin. naramdaman kong maging masaya. kasiyahang hindi ko pa naranasan at naramdaman sa buong buhay ko. at natutunan kong umasa. yung tipong nakadepende na ko sa kanya. na hindi ko na kayang mabuhay ng mag-isa. kasi nariyan sya at alam kong hindi nya ako pababayaan. nasanay akong lagi syang nandyan sa tabi ko. nasanay akong lagi sya sa piling ko.

pero pakiramdam ko ngayon, mag-isa lang ako. parang napakalayo nya para damayan ako. parang hindi ko na maramdaman na nariyan sya sa tabi ko. hindi na kaya niya ako mahal? hindi nya siguro alam kung gaano ako kasaya pag magkasama kami. halos gusto kong ibalik at ihinto ang oras para hindi matapos ang araw at patuloy pa rin kaming magkasama. pero parang hindi nya kasi nararamdaman yun. parang balewala lang ako.

mahirap maging masaya kapag yung tanging dahilan na nagpapasaya sa'yo ay kusang naglalaho. mahirap ang mag-isa.

para sa pinakamamahal ko:

i always thought that my life became so happy, funny, beautiful, and much meaningful the moment you came and took my heart along. i thought our sacrifices, understandings, patience, and love for each other are enough that we could survive this so-called relationship. and eventually live happily ever after. but as what everybody's saying, there's no such thing as happily ever after. no such thing as a fairytale love story. because we are only humans. we are capable of wrong doings, of making mistakes, and of being imperfect.

i am sorry for all the pains and heartaches i caused you. sorry for my imperfections. life without you is meaningless. i love you with all my life. i still want to be back in your arms again. i love so much my Langga!

 

Posted at 07:48 pm by celestejoyce
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